Blech

preparing to and boom
heart palpitations around four am
like when you handwrite 
a number on a document
and then you don’t have white-out
so you try to alter it and fix it so it looks like 
the number you intended to write 
but it just doesn’t

nah (it’s worse than that)

i would love my brain
to just let me go for it

don’t forget
i’m in charge ;) haha

drip it on the counter 

were you aiming for my mouth?

this water and oil experiment is trash but
there’s a lot of excitement when
i want to flirt (i feel
angry too)